Learning of Aunt Evolas death at age 94 has really saddened me. When I realize that she was my last link to that generation of Jacksons it again reminds me how quickly time passes. I look back with such wonderful and funny memories. Thinking of her, Uncle Jake, Judy and Mike and to know they are all gone is so very sad.
Could be too, that I continue to slip further and further into a funk that I don't like. No job, or prosects thereof etc etc etc. just makes my funk worse. I see that as I approach 60, nothing has turned out as I had thought it would, at least at this time in life.
Even though I have the best family in the world and so many wonderful and generous, true friends , I still fell very incomplete right now. I now even wonder if prayer is worth it. I know in my heart that my blessings are bountiful, my head doesn't always agree. I hate retating to Job!
I can only continue to pray and hope that tomorrow wil be a better day.
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